mangda

well its been awhile!

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 07:01:24 GMT

i havent posted anything in ages, so im just writing this to let you all know that im still very much alive and well!

life is going decently well,

i just began working at pizza hut as a waitress, and i absolutley love it!! i thought i would hate it because i have this real social issue, but im doing well, and loving the tips!

i've permanatley moved in with my dad, which is probably the best move i made in awhile, im finally loved, and it feels nice, we both will be moving by october, we lost the house that i was raised in, along with the loss of my dads job of 20 years, but im just trying to stay positive, and look at it as a new begining!

besides this nothing really new is going on in my life!

i'll keep you all updated!

Writer's Block: Home is...

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:33:24 GMT

where you always have people to come to when you have a problem or two, a place you know will always be there for you, it doesnt have to hold your parents or roomate just somewhere where you are loved and can give love back

Where do you call home?

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piercings and tats,

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:07:02 GMT

god do i love them!

i currently have my
tongue, nose, monroe, industrial, lobes are 00g and 1 piercing above that in each ear, not including my cartliage!

i used to have,
my lip center and to the right
my nipples, had them pierced twice(hope to get them redone)

i want,
a corset, a septum, tragus, and many many more

i curently dont have any tats, but this coming october i hope to get my first one
any ideas?
cause right now i have an idea, but not exactly sure what i want.

thanks guys!

why does the world have to be so cruel

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 09:17:20 GMT

seriously we are wasting sooo much money on war, why cant we atleast try to talk about it? it doesnt make anysense we could be using that money towards other issues in america, we are ruining so many families we're taking childrens fathers and mothers and puting them in front of bullets, its nonsense an i believe it really needs to be changed!

now on animal cruelty,

with this subject i could go on forever and ever. why do people do it, honestly do they have a heart, animals can feel animals have emotions, would you run over a human in the middle of the street for fun like some sick people do with animals? no i dont think so so why run over a cat or a squirrel just for laughs? its sick and inhuman. and people who take in an animal when they are young because they think its cute because its a baby, well ya know what, that animals going to turn into a full grown adult one day, and some people dont think they're worth anything anymore once they've lost their small adorable fluffiness! so after they lose what was important to the owner (the animals appearence) they loose interest and just give it up wether its to a pound where they will end up dead or just dropping it off somewhere, where it will get hit or the pound will find it, you are sick if you are one of these people, if you take on an animal you take it on , you dont just get tired of it, you grow a relationship with your animal, you love it..YOU HAVE A HEART! and if your one of those people who just get tired of their animal like a pair of shoes you deserve to burn in a very very hot place! oh and my favorite of them all, factory farms WTF! why treat an animal so inhumanley, this is the main reason why im a vegetarian, you cant treat a living breathing animal like it cant feel emotion or realy pain because that animal can, it does have intelegence believe it or not, factory farms are hell, there is so much i can say about them but im wanting to move on to a new subject here shortly, but to sum it up, why torture an animal like that? they can feel, they do hurt. why make them grow and live in such disgusting conditions, would you like to live like that? NO, i didnt think so!

okay now to another issue.

abortion,

i am very much pro-choice, we should have the right to chose what we want for ourselves, some of you say its cruel and unacceptable but you must look at it from other peoples shoes aswell.

what if a young girl was raped and it ended with a baby? what if your extremely poor and theres no way you can afford it? what if your parents would literally disown you if they found out? those are just some reasons but honestly people have the right to freedom and if it bothers you then dont get it, if it doesnt then go for it, its none of your business what other people do with their lives its their choice not yours! and thats about it for now on that subject!

once again one of my favorite things to go on about, gay rights, homophobia, stuff along thos lines

why would someone hate a person for who they choose to love? gay people dont hate straight people for loving eachother why should some of them choose to hate us? how are we any different? just because its not to popular yet doesnt mean its not normal, just because someone is a homosexual doesnt give you any right what so ever to discriminate, none at all, the homosexual sexuality is not some awful disease thats going to take over the world and kill everyone its who you chose to fall in love with. now why in the world would someone hate a person for falling in love? thats insane. to tell you the truth thats exactly what our world needs,love if everyone loved everyone else there wouldnt be a problem would there? there'd be no war or any other crazy issues brought on by hate. hate really is a strong thing and it hurts, it hurts bad. people are becoming more open minded about the gay community as you've probably heard california has just legalized gay marriage, it just about brought a tear to my eye, it really was beautiful seeing so many people finally being able to legally wed. and those of you who are homophobic, can i ask you why? the gay community is not asking you to be gay along with them, we are just asking for some acceptance, tell me why is it so wrong? and dont go telling me because the bible says, how do you even know the bible is real information, anyone could have wrote it, i personally think its a bunch of bullshit, and if being a gay is considered a crime, then im fine with it, i rather you hate me for what i am, then having to fake it to make you like me.

my sexuality.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 06:42:43 GMT

im very much bi-sexual, and very much proud of it!

when i was in 5th grade i found myself interested in girls,i had to hide all of my feelings because i was young and believed something was wrong with me, that this was not normal, i had to hide my feelings, not knowing what to make out of them.

from then to now, things have changed BIG TIME!

in the past couple of years i told my closest friend about this and she said she was curious aswell, she is straight but would mess around with someone of the same sex, me on the other hand knew i was into chicks and i couldnt hide it any longer i gained friends and lost friends because of it, but i dont care because this is indeed who i am and i rather you love me for who i am and want a friendship because im me, instead of loving me for someone im not!

!!coming out!!
well it was a bit complicated, i wasn't scared though,
my dad seen me with a girl you know holding hands and kissing while leaving my house, he had a hard time dealing with this at first but time went by and he still loves me and supports me, i love my dad alot.

my mom on the other hand,
i havent really told, but im assuming she's figured it out, everytime i have a friend over she asks me first if she's a lesbian, i just laugh and shrug my shoulders, i havent talk to her about it like i have with my dad, because im not very comfortable around her, but one day i really hope i'll be able to.

friends have no problem with it, which makes me smile, some people like it other people dont, those others dont matter very much to me, they can hate me for who i am, thats their decission but most people are very understanding and actually love to talk about it, lol good conversations have been created thanks to my sexuality!

this is me
i love my sexuality,
i prefer girls
but guys are still okay
love me or hate me
i am who i am
love has no gender to me.

very new to live journal!

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:57:32 GMT

hello all!

im amanda, i've been looking for support in many areas of my life and i thought well hey, this looks like a place where a group or two may be able to help!

so this is all still very confusing and such but im getting used to it

if you have any tips or just want to talk im always here so let me know!

thank you all,

mangda